March 30/91 (letter sent to S, my friend & little brother at the time, he was an ex of my sis):
... (a bunch of initial pleasantries)... Unfortunately, the mental damage inflicted! I became convinced for a couple of days that MH was a worthwhile human being. You might remember him from the Portland Estates "let's test the wall with my limbs" party - he was the complete asshole with the large plastic baggie & the fondness for nietzche (sp?)- blond hair, big biceps, strong opinions- definitely not my kind of guy. .... (more description, I had dinner at his house, not realizing that another more pleasant conversation I had had with him in the meantime was due to copious amts of alcohol consumption on his part "no wonder he was helpless & sweet")... I should have left, but I didn't & too much probably happened (but not as much as you think) and I just felt really sickened by the whole experience ... so meaningless and stupid. We're not speaking to each other at all... (details of a party I went to at his house the next week, "ok" time had by all)...the flamingo was cool, Jen & I & Geoff Brown snuck in for free from the Maritime Mall elevators. it was Nick's last night & he played 85% disco... we made complete & utter fools of ourselves. So, do you think I'm being really stupid?I just wanted the satisfaction of telling him off... the self-centered bastard probably thinks I'm just stupid and god I hate everything about him, including his ugly chest hair! I'm sorry for going on about this... (other irrelevant halifax gossip)...
- posted by kat @ 5:58 PM